my cancer isn't pink

my cancer isn't pink

I was shocked when a lump came to the surface of my body just under my armpit....i knelt in the shower and cryed "oh my God" over and over again....My brain engaged again after fear went on a rampage through my body........Called the doctor and in i went for ultra sound."'That did look suspicious" she said and then sent me for a mamogram...'No its not breast cancer" and found great relief of the news.No one person in and on my families sides had breast cancer.So in i went to biopsy the lump.Stage 3 follicular non-hodgkins lymphoma Cancer!That threw me for a spin and then i got aggressive.Lets fight this.I read all i could get my hands on and went forward with the treatment of chemo thereapy.After my last session #8 treatment i hoped on my Harley and drove over 3 thousand miles.The first few days i just hung on for dear life and by the second week of the trip i was in control again.Stronger body and mind.When i finished the ride i started maintanance therapy...more chemo, again 8 more rounds, but spaced out 1 every three months.Very doable.I just finished my 6th yesterday and saw a lady with the braclet on and i needed to get one because this is now how i feel " Fuck Cancer" sums up just about everything i have to do to move forward.I don't wear any color on my body dipicting what cancer i have,but you would think "pink"is the only cancer there is...........All is going well and life is sweeter than ever!!!!

jan cisecki
saskatoon
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